SAY STOP TO BAD WORDS!!!! (say stop to me in short)

i miss everyone! i miss my friends, my classmates, my relatives! oh my! i miss everyone except my lil sis and our maid, they are the only persons i see for the whole vacation..uuhmm.,. but not really my fav coz always came here at my house..over night..movie marathon... midnight snacks... etc..shes maribel ochoa...we're really alike...we dislike who dislike us and we like who like us..we have many things in common... we're both crazy going,,,, and..uh!! addicted to foods, even tough we're so thiiiin... we really eat a lot..its like there is an monster in our stomach...for the whole day i just surf net...FACEBOOK, YOUTUBE, MANGAFOX,MANGABLE, BLOGGER,TUMBLR, EASTANIME...etc... here are some examples... yeah i'm really addicted in japanese mangas and anime...KINDA LOL... their way of speaking makes me die of laugh... BAKA! that means STUPID in japanese but in tagalog for us means COW...LMFAO!!! xD hahahah..... well gotta go..i still have 5 anime to watch..each 26-27 episode and every episode has 3 parts with 6-8 mins each...w0o0o0...i think i'll sleep around 7 am... gotta go!! byeiiii!!!

IHATEYOU!

eto na nga first time ko gragraduate ganito pa! kahit nageffort ako pansinin siya di manlan niya ako tiningan DEDMA lang! POTANG INA buhay nare! wala pa yun parets mo!! TANGINA kaya kagabe pa lang tinatamad na ako grumaduate... POTAKTENG buhay nare! ah ah,.. ako ay surang sura... tanginang iyan... >.< grave knug di nila sinira pamilya namen eh di sana nandun sila, happy life, naka kotse at pumunta kung san san para mag feast... tang ina yan.. kaka panakit damdamin dine.. iyak ako ng iyak........tsssssssss..tutulog ko nlng to.....

i feel like he dont want to see me anymore :(

here he is...the one i love..but SHHH!!! haha... i just wanted to share him to my followers..to my readers..i just wanted to let ya know his face...the dumb face i love so much...

IMU

I   - isang
M - malabong                 <---------- YAN KAMI OH...
U -  usapan

LOL... ayon...til now nothing happened..gragraduate na kami wala pa rin nanyanyari... etong si RHYS JAY BORBON GERON kung ano ano pinost sa wall ni TITOHILS...parang tae tlga... at si ate MARIBEL OCHOA na rin..mga baliw ang 2 yon...tlga pinagtutulungan nila ako... :( ... i feel relieved now..at least ginawa ko na part ko..nasa sa knya na yon kung oo o hindi..atleast now i know wala ako pagsisisihn sa huli... SUCKS! i hope na di sha mawala... i got a BAD NEWS ..sa UST daw papasok yun gagong yon..sa manila... WTF!! ano kya yon... pano na yon... HOPELESS na ako in short... pero pag di nakapasa sa BSU dw... FTH! i hope sa BSU nalang sha..malapit ln sa bhy nmn... ;)  oh see?? lage ko pa sha makikita ... geh antgl ko pla di nkapag BLOG...lol...may tumblr na ihh... pafollow nalang din... renzbabao@tumblr.com... LOL...pag hindi ay renzbabao@yahoo.com LOL... dun lang po sa may gusto.. ;)) si AEJAY N. JETOMO ang gumawa kaya maganda.. ;))

GULONG GULO!

bakit kaya ganito akin nadarama?

nasasaktan ng di nalalaman,

 kung meron man ako hiling sa puso kong ito,

 hindi sana..hindi sa tulad mo..

gulong gulo ang isip ko sa puso kong ito

hindi alam kung bakit ba ikaw ang minahal

kung kaya ko lang sana pigilan ang akin puso

 piliin ka para ibigin ko

pagibig ba ay sadya di maintindihan

                                         puso't isip ay di magkasunduan

                                        kung kaya kong limutin ka ginawa ko na

                                   ano bat meron ka at mahal kita...

                                  gulong gulo ang isip ko sa puso kong ito

                                 hindi alam kung bakit ba ikaw ang minahal

                                kung kaya ko lang sana pigilan ang akin puso

                              piliin ka para ibigin ko..

CONFUSED

i'm still confused,till now di ko alam kung itutuloy ko pa ba o titigil ko na kagagahan na to, aixtz... gusto ko sana sabihin sa kanya kung gaano ko siya kamahal..pero duhhh... nu kaya yon..basta basta nalang ak olalapit tapos HOY MAHAL KITA..GAGO KA.. nakz taas ng confidence ko0o!! hayyyy... ang hirap iexplain ang feeling ko...im CONFUSED di ko alam kung magiging masaya ako dahil masaya siya o malungkot dahil iba ang nagpapasaya sa kanya..ang sakit kaya non....pag nagmamahal kasi parang nagpapakatanga ka..hay..lahat ay gagawin mo mapasaya lan,lahat ibibigay mo masatisfy lan siya...at lahat isasakripisyo mo miske kaligayahn mo wag sumaya lan..diba ganon yon? desperada man ang dating nito sa iba..sakin pagmamahal to... kaya tanga n kung tanga pero mahal ko talaga ang gagong ito... hindi ko alam kung bakit siya..contrary siya sa lahat ng characteristic ng dream guy ko... really kabaligtaran!!ewan ko nga ba kung ano meron siya at mahal na mahal ko siya...

FUCK YOU ..|..

fuck you stupid valentine's day!! till now makes my head spin around, i can't stand it, i wanna know if the mug i gave to him is still alive, i mean my friend told me that he already broke it, the the nurse(who is a close person to me and him) told me that is still alive, my big bro wapo told me that is still alive but not yet used.. WTF! fuck you stupid dumb!! i really don't get you at all my dear!! your making my life struggle!! VALENTINE'S DAY really SUCKS! for me.... the morning was really boring, kinda envy of others that received flowers and banners by their love ones, well it's not that i was expecting something from him, i know that he'll never give me something, in fact i'm the one who gave something, a LOVE MAGIC MUG! but that great dumb really fooled me!! STUPID!! go die!!! i hate you! gonna find another better than you, that will appreciate my efforts more than how you do!! baka!! go to hell!! you really make me mad! i'm so MAD!! stupid you! how did it come that i had fallen for a dumb like you!! this really is FUNNY!!! don't worry starting today i will not bother you anymore... happy now?? ENJOY yourself with them! with your beautiful girls!! FUCK YOU dumb!! GO DIE! GO TO HELL!!!! stupid!!!!

JALENSYRIANCESS love MCRHYVIELUIEE

aeJAy          (aejay jetomo)                        
alLEN         (renz allen km babao [me])       
jesSY          (mary jessica de vera)               
maRIfe       (marife capucion)                      
joANne      (joanne lascieras)                       
prinCESS   (princess joy magadia) 

LOVE <3<3<3
              
MC lloyd (hilson mc lloyd cantos)
RHYs        (rhys jay geron)
VInce          (vincent macatangay)
miguEL    (miguel rafael cabral)
lUIs          (mark luis almuestras) 
EEjay     (eejay jetomo)

12:05 of the night still awake!!!

yeah, its kinda boring but its better than crying in my room alone, right? well right now I'm doing a story, i'm already chapter 2, shocks! my chapter 1 is about 5 pages, and my chapter two( which is not finish yet) is about 8 pages! w0ah!! so long right??/ well then in ch. 1 and 2 the characters are still getting to know each other, so it's really boring, but i'm already looking forward for the next chapters where the story will be very kinda hot! it's all about siblings but not blood related having a love-affair, a BARKADA composed of two couples and the two non related blood siblings! then the protagonist having a crush on her teacher who already have love affair with a co-teacher, a their way of love-triangle, MAGULO right?? well it's because my life is MAGULO rin!! haha.. walang basagan ng trips!! haha.. i thin this story will be maybe about 50 chapters! how long right? this book is dedicated to JALENSYRIANCESS and to MCRHYVIELUIEE,
aeJAy (aejay jetomo)                         MC lloyd (hilson mc lloyd cantos)
alLEN (renz allen km babao [me])      RHYs      (rhys jay geron)
jesSY  (mary jessica de vera)             VInce       (vincent macatangay)
maRIfe (marife capucion)                   miguEL     (miguel rafael cabral)
joANne(joanne lascieras)                   lUIs          (mark luis almuestras)
prinCESS  (princess joy magadia)      EEjay        (eejay jetomo)

why should i always havo to cry every night???

hay.. ayon.. malungkot.. di ko kasi nakasabay pauwe.. tssss... pero di lang yon,,, i mean nanuod kami ng til my heartaches end ni kim chiu at gerald.. and i really cried lalo na sa line na to:
ALAM MO ANG PAGKAKAMALI MO?? MASYADO MO SIYA MINAHAL, GINAWA MO NA SIYA MUNDO MO,KAYA NUN MAWALA SIYA,PARANG NAWALA KA NA...

after matapos ang movie biglang tumawag si papa,kinewento niya sakin ang mga detalye nun magkita kahapon sila ng kapatid kong kambal na 5 years old,,he cried..he told me na basta nalang siya tumalikod at umalis..di na siya lumingon sa kambala dahil ayaw niya umiyak..nadala din ako sa emosyon at napaiyak...ULIT!! bigla tumawag ang mama.. guess what?? another bad issue!! yun tinuring ko lolo ko sa italy.. yun minahal ako kahit di nila ako tunay na apo.. at tinuring anak si mama at papa ay NAMATAY.. this make me really die!! WTF!! bkt ba lahat bigla biglaan nalang sa loob lang ng isang gabe.. tssssssss...my eyes hurts.. malamang....hay,,, i better stop crying..baka pumaga...hayyyyyyxtzzzz...

february 9

since di k onaipaliwanag ng maayos kanina ang mga detalye ng araw na to ipapaliwanag ko ng maayos,

labasan na kami, half day nga ih.. achievement kasi namin.. hay.. puro magsyosyota mga kasama namin,. kam ilan ni marife ang walang partner.. :( then pumunta kami kwekkwekan.. gulat ko nga andun mga labidabz namin ni marife.. hehe.. yown... hope na magkatuluyan si marife at si mark.. bagy sila!!! hehe.. pag sakay naming ng jip gulat ko at bigla humabol silang dalawa.. hmmm?? then i said sa sarili  YES!! MAY CHANCE NA MAKASAMA SIYA SA AMIN!! I MEAN SA BAHAY NAMIN !!  haha.. lokaret ko noh..hayy...habang nasa jip kami,, si mark tinatanong kung pasan kami...sinasagot ko siya..SA AMIN PO... then he acted like he wanna go.. nun pagbaba namin nagtanong siya kung ano gagawin namin .. i answered MANUNUOD NG MOVIE.. tas pababa ko ng jip sinigawan ko sila.. ABA! AY SAMA!! ayon sumaam agad sila,. at first ayaw ni labidabz,, pero at the end pumayag.. la kasi siya kasama ih..haha..siya lan maiiwan sa jip..nagstar kami maglakad kaso dahil nga super init at tanghali tapat yown.. nagtrycicle kami.. im was a lil dissapointed kasi di kami sabay ng trycicle.. pero oks lan katabi ko naman si BEBE PENDOT eh.. ok na ako...haha.. pag dating namn sa bahay syempre ak omuna ang pumasok.. nagsipasok lahat sila except kay labidabz.. hinanap ko siya then i saw him paying at the trycicle driver.. tik na yan.. bagal naman mag sukli nun driver.. hhehe.. tas pag pasok niya he looked so shy.. awwww... so CUTE!! hihih.. alam ko naman naiilang siya sakin,, he knows how much i love him... the.. pag pasok niya.. nun una asa terrace lan siya.. the unti unti pumasok.. hah.. nu ga to!! nahiya pah!! then he started sitting on my sofa... pag pasok ko ng kwarto bigla ko narinig sila nagsisigawan.. then i found out na pinakelaman nila ang cards ng kuya ko.. haha.. i told them na yun luma ang gamitin at pumayag naman sila.. i was a little upset since si hilson ay enjoy na enjoy... then as they were playing ako abala sa pag order ng macdo.. i feel sorry for jesy kasi kulang ang ipinadeliver ng mcdo!! sura.. wala siya natanggap na chicken fillet.. pero ok lang siya nakishare naman siya sa lobz niya!! haha... si labidabz at si mark sa labas kumaen.. huminge nga sila ng BAHAW sakin... haha.. kulan dw ang kanin ng mcdo ih.. hah.. buti may bahaw pa,, ayon.. nabigyan ko ng pagkaen ang labidabz ko.. ewan ko lang kung kinaen yun bahaw.. si mark ang huminge.. then after kumaen.. they were still sitting at the terrace.. ako pauleule sa labas dahil ng mga basura.. tinatapon ko yun pinagkainan namin.. over diplayed na ako kay labidabz,.. here it comes the climaxx!!! lolx.. nasa kwarto sila ni mark at marife!! i wonder what they were doing.. ak olang ang tangin tao di makapasok sa sariling kwarto.. pero pano ba ako makakapasok kung andun si labidabz...shit... then nilaksan ko ang loob ko at pumasok.. then sabi ni mark at marife don nalang ako.. at ako ay maoop lan sa labas at puro magsyota... i was sitting in my chair... while reading books.. silang tatlo nakahiga sa kama.. si labidabz nag phophone while si mark at marife ewan..ayieeee...haha.sana magkadevelop yon dalawa!! haha...lumabas kami.. tas naisip ko ipagamit comp ko..malay natin makigamit siya!! at yon na nga!! naki fb siya!! aha.. kaming apat lage kasi ang magkakasama.. kami lang kasi ang mga SINGLES!! eeee... haha.. i was really happy at nagamit nya ang comp ko.. he was sitting on the bed beside the pc,.. nakatutok sa kanya ang electric fan.. kahit banas na banas na ako ako ok lang wag lang siya... then it comes na laht kam iay nasa salas at lahat sila by partner.. kami lan ni hilson ang WALANG KAYAKAP!! so pervert!! >.< hehe,,, then pinaghahampas niya isa isa lahat ng magkayakap ng unan at sinabihan kung ano ano,, the they teased him SUS!! INGGIT KA LANG DAHIL WALA KANG KAYAKAP!! SABI SI KIM NALANG EE!! MAGANDA NAMAN SIYA!! TAS DI KA LUGE SA BAHAY!! KITA MO NAMAN OH!! KALAKE NG BAHAY!! KAY KIM KA NA LANG KASI!! HAHA.. YAKAP NA!! they are dumbs.. i was very embarrassed..haha then it comes na yon.. sa kwarto ko ulit kami nagtambay.. hay... nakaupo siya sa may pintuan..sila ni mark..kami ni marife nasa kama nagkwekwentuhan.. i mean!! this is like a dream come true! makasama siya sa bahay ko!! feels like heaven.. then he looked at all the pictures displayed.. aww.. i was very embarrassed.. dont look!! mga kagagahan ko po yan.. napansin ko napatitig siya sa isang pik niya beside my bed... hehe.. i think he was shocked by seeing a picture of him in my room.. then he looked at me.. and i just smiled and walk out... that was really embarrassing,,nagulat din kami sa MARK-MARIFE cr talk!! haha.. shhh,,, secret nalang yon.. amin amin nalang....tas lahat kam inagreunite sa kwarto ko.. we were teasing each other,, haha.. hampasan ng unan.. .patayan na.. nagkataon na parehas kami nakaupo sa chairs,,2 chairs ko sa kwarto.. i was shocked.. then pinagtulungan nila si eejay.. tinapon sa kama ko!! buti at di nawasak ang kama ko sakakalundag nila!! nakakatawa nga!! haha..then ayon.. tulong tulong sa paglilinis ng kwarto bago umalis sila.. pag ka labas ko sunod sakin si labidaz at si mark.. binukas ko ang gate at lumabas na sila.. we both 3 were waiting for the others.. paule ule lan sila... hehe.. unti unti sila lumabas ih.. then hinatid k osila hanggan kanto ng street!!! pag uwe ko deretso ako sa pag upo sa chair na inupan niya!! i mean!! im so addicted to him.. right?? lolx.. pretty much for this day!! sana tuloytuloy kaming ganito!! haha... lolx.. sana lage kami magkasama..kahit di kami naguusap ok lan..at least kasama diba??

JOANNE PAULINE O. LASCIERAS

RHYS JAY B. GERON

MARY JESSICA M. DE VERA

MIGUEL RAFAEL P. CABRAL

AEJAY N. JETOMO

VINCENT L. MACATANGAY

MARIFE Q. CAPUCION

MARK LUIS D. ALMUESTRAS

EEJAY N. JETOMO

PRINCESS JOY AMPARO MAGADIA aka BEBE KO!

and the last but not the least:

HILSON MC LLOYD C.CANTOS <3

 maraming maraming salamat po!! i enjoyed this day
                             with you guys!!!

me....which is better??

the GOOD girl

or the BAD girl???

        vote wisely!!!     

february 9 is my favorite day...

this day is my favorite day...lolx,,. haha..,mwah!! hope na di to ang last!!
grabe!! i was in the middle of moving on.. pero hindi natuloy ih.. haha.. after 6 months nakarating na ulit siya rito!! wahaha.. you know who!! ulul! karibok kami magkakabarkada sa kwarto hampasan ng unan ang madaming hampas ay kawawa,. pinaka kawawa ay si jetomo!! haha.. ginahasa na!!! haha... kasurah!!! haha... ulul!!! haha... inuupo ko yun chair ko ngayon sa kwarto na inupan niya.. haha.. adik ko right?? well la magagawa.. kahit mejo naop kami dalawa dahil mga labing labing silang lahat.. 5 couples ih.. 5 couples ang kasama namin... hayyy... paule ule lang kami sa bahay ko.. patawa tawa.. basta ang saya....!! lolx... haha... katuwa... sana di to talaga ang last.. haha.. enjoy ko kasi.. kahit giba ang kama ko... haha... kahit magdamag bukas ang aircon.. kung yun ang makakabuti sa kanila oks lang sakin.. di naman natuloy ang movie ih.. di naman pinapanuod.. haha..sayang lang kuryente lolx.. haha.. ang lufet.. nakifacebook pa siya sa comp ko!! ulul!! haha.. katuwa talaga!! hhahaha... hayyyyy... buti nakasabay namin sila sa jeep.. ahaha,., yan tuloy kasama namin sila.. hayyy.. di na sayang ang araw ko... haha hapihapi na ako.. ^^ haha.. by the way may bagong couples na!!! haha si CAPUCIONERZ AT SI ALMUESTRAS!! haha.. ulul ng dalawang yon!! haha.. katuwa ih... haha... nakakatawa!! pramizzzzzzzzzzzzz!!! haha.. nilagyan pa yun bowl namin nun ahas!! kasura.. pero enjoyyyy.... haha.. pinaka masaya yun paalis na .. batuhan sa kwarto ko.. haha.. enjoy ko talga!!!!

hey! hey! hey! its study day with my bebez!!

hayyy... here at home with my two bebez PRINCESS JOY A. MAGADIA and MARY JESSICA M. DE VERA!! lol!! hindi naman kami makapag aral ih.. puro EEJAY,MIGS at HIM ang pinaguusapan namin.. lol!! si bebe pendot baliw na baliw ih.. lolx!! haha... si bebe jessy rin poh!! ^^

badtrip every afternoon...

yah!! me again.. what should i say.. well it's always because of that dumb damn guy!! i hate how much i love him.. i can't stand him.. i really dunno what's with him.. is there something wrong with me?? why he's always avoiding me?? at the morning i'm always smiling.. but when afternoon comes... i suddenly got mad... even without reasons.. i'm kinda weird huh!!?? dont ya think so?? i mean... being in loved with a guy like him is a great torture... he acts like he don't know nothing.. but in real he knows all!! FTW!! i wanna kill that ass!! well my blogs are being too much aggressive.. don't ya think?? haha...... everyday for me is a torture.. i want to move on him.. but everytime i look at him .. i return to be a dumb AGAIN!! crap!!! i wanna end this mess!! and now that his birthday is near i really dunno what to do... do i have to give him something?? i was planning on giving him this valentine's day a mug that when it's put a hot water suddenly 3 magic words I LOVE YOU will appear... cute right!! i hope he like it!! well it costs me 128 pesos!! ftw!! haha... but it'll worth... think so?? hay.. and i don't even know if i will have the courage to give him that cute mug,.. but if i can't i will just give it to my mom... at least it'll not be wasted!! right?? haha.. i'm so bad!! well gotta go!! i need to rest!! tom bebe Princess Joy A. Magadia and Mary Jessica M. De Vera will come here at my house.. haha.. yah!! byebye.. good night blog!!

art of letting go??!!

LOVE IS LIKE DRUGS.. ONCE YOU TRIED IT.. IT'LL BE HARD FOR YOU TO STOP.. :(

tomo!! from my bebe jessy!! actually kami dalawa gumawa nan!! join force nga ih.. haha.. at hindi porket si raven ang gumanap na pari damaso ay mataba na si pari damaso!! right jez?? haha.. lol kami lan ang nagkakaintindihan nan!!! mwahZ!!

potek..let's go back to the main topic..haha..hn?? moving on is quite difficult..right?? lalo na pag lage mo nakikita siya at nakakasama sa isang room 5 days straight... 8 hours straight.. kinda hard.. tas lage ka nila binibiro sa kanya.. pag may ibang girl nabanggit..OUCH ang sisigaw ng mga ulol!! hahaha.. piz po ... at kapag may kalokohan naman AYIE!! FTW!! hahaha... aixtz.. sana po wag po siya gumawa ng dahilan para muling tumibok ang puso ko para sa kanya... wow!! so DEEP!! cannot be reached!! ^^ geh ahaha.. hindi na to naging drama eh.. nakaaksura kasi...

[drama part]

eh naman kasi.. english time nun.. ayon inatake ako ng asthma,. well mejo mahirap..lalo na at taglamig here!! yeah... hindi halos ako makahinga.. pramiz.. suka ako ng suka.. binigyan ako ni ate nurse ng tabo para di tuloy ako paule ule sa cr.. well.. nakakadiri nga suka ko!! puro plema at may konting dugo.. ewww!! haha... they say na mejo grabe na yon.. and i need to consult a doc.. haha.. pero yaeh na.. bahala na si GOD!! ^^ uhmm... well..dahil sa sobbrang sama ng lasa ko tas badtrip pa sa kanya.. ayon hagulhol ako sa clinic... super duper alala si ate nurse ( close kami ih) hahaha.. mejo nakakatatz ih..ha ha ha.. love ko sya!! mwah!! well...

( kwento ni ate nurse sakin kinabukasan )

pagtaas ko na daw sa room after 2 hours of rest don.. dumating daw siya ron..haha.. lol mangungulit yun ke ate nurse.. close din kasi sila!! ^^ eto ang kanilang pinagusapan:

nurse: oi luko nu si kim umiyak!!! ( scary face ^^ )
him: ala.. ano ginawa ko?? bakit naman umiyak?? ( too scared haha lol )
nurse: ewan ko sayo!! humfz!! ( mataray style)

so funny!! haha.. lol!! kahit mejo embarrassing nakakatawa pa rin!! lol!! shit!! ang haba na neto!! hahaha.. geh tama na!! good night!! "^^

i'm so weird!!!

jeez! I'm so weird!! haha.. lol.. nagkatest kami sa math,physics at tle... false alarm pa sa filipino.. haha.. but this day is pretty good weird... hahaha.. nakakauto talaga yun tawanan namin sa likod ng bebe jez,mafu at ajanez.. yun nga lan ako ang napapagalitan ng mga teachers,..haha lol BINGO nga ih.. haha .. bingo kay t. sam..t. gemma at t. carlo!! funny right.. haha ... that's bcoz i'm too noisy... haha.. yaeh na.. at least enjoy ko nun umaga pero nun pahapon.. potek na yan!! haha.. nakakasura.. di ko alam kung bakit pero every time he's around i suddenly got mad... and badtrip.. xp!! kasi naman ih.. ayyy!!! yoko na!! haha... geh good night blogger!! good night sa mga followers ko at sa mga finollow ko!! ^^ sweet dreamz!! at kay ------ sana po wag na po kayo magising sa pag ka tulog mo.. \/ ^^

my dear best friends!!

AEJAY N. JETOMO ^^

 --> the beautiful one!! what the... she really is beautiful!! haha..tama na ang puri at baka pumayat!! hahaha...well then..we started to became close last 2010... at first i was intimidated of her... i look at her highly... i thought she was high class girl...the way she talks,smile,walks and act were very high.... but as i started be her friend...haynako!! SAPUKIN din pala to tulad namin.. hehe ^^ piz ajanez!!
-the funniest moment with her:
 nasa field kami...bigla hinampas ako ni ewe( our class pres!!love her!! ) " ui si aja kanina ka pa sinisigawan sa likuran mo!! " then when i turned back i found aja standing straight a lil bit embarrased and a lot funny... " oh..sorry i didn't hear you...ang lakas kasi ng boses mo ih ( irony \/) hehehe" at hinampas ako dahil tawa ako ng tawa... she really have a great VOICE!!

MARY JESSICA M. DE VERA ^^

--> si jessy?? haha.. lol!! bff  ku yan!! ut0t!! we bacame close when was summer...since we had been in summer class for preparation for NCAE yeah... kinda boring...but  even if it was boring at least at those time i became closer to her... BENTANG BENTA  ako jan!! kahit corny tatawa talaga yan... hahaha!!! sometimes papatay na siya kakatawa sa mga kagagahan ko...like pushing lower years at the ramp just to follow my love one... do weird acts in the middle of our classes.... pero mas malufet siya ... TARA MAGMACDO!! potek na line na yan,.. seryosong seryoso ang usapan namin magbeberkz bigla nalang babanat ng ganon... what the F**K... but that makes her so lovable... by the way migz don't hurt her huh!! i'll punch you if you hurt her again!! potek!! jesyy!! love you!! haha... always on diet yan!!! ( irony nnman) ayie!! tatawa na yan!! ^^

MARIFE Q. CAPPUCCION ^^

--> she is my BEBE!!! yeah mafu!! the play girl... haha... she's not serious when it comes to boys... maybe she thinks that they are her dolls or what so ever... who knows... she is the one who make the barkada HAPPY!! hindi yan nauubusan ng jokes!! at kahit seryoso na yan nakakatawa pa rin siya... tutor niya ako sa math diga!! haha..di tayo magkaintindihan last friday!! potek!! hahaha.. i hope you find you're prince..you really deserve someone who will treasure you more than himself!! hahaha... nice bangs nga pala!! congratzz....

PRINCESS JOY MAGADIA

--> lol... si pend0t ko yan!! huhuh... i'm so proud of her!! she's so smart!! achiever yan!! syempre san paga yan mamana??!! EHEM!! eh di tantaranan!!! kay kimpotz (me)!! hahaha...pepen... we became friends since last 2008... yeah... but we became more closer as time passed... yan...kahit third year yan at 4th kami...naging kaberks namin!! hahaha!! 4th yr na yan eh!! gragraduate na din yan!! deley nga lang ang kanya.. next march pa!! hahaha... utot!! lol...hope you'll be fine.. you and indian joe!! haha.. lol nga pala..may best ka nga pala..ang kuya ko!! yeah lol!! si kuya wapz!!! haha.. ulol!!!! haixtzz...pepen don't change...you have a nice smile...just keep on smiling..when you smile.. i smile...you just need somebody to love...but baby pleasy hear this one...never say never!! coz i'll be always here...i'll never let you go!! yun totoo!! justin bieber? justin bieber? hahah!! kakauto talaga toh!! haha.. mwah!! tama na at ako ay nababaliw nah!!

the different colors of my girl!!! :>

I'm pretty sure you had misunderstand the title..

well then.. she is my best of best friends...

In my 15 years of existence I'd encountered many people...

who became my friends... but she's completely different to them

she used to act like a mom to me... she replaced my mom easily...

she knows what I like and dislike.. she knows when I'm fine or not...

she knows how to make me feel better when I'm upset....

for us there's no yuck!! when we are alone we show everything stupid about us at each other...

we don't get embarrassed as we make something dumb...or yucky like UTOT instead we just laugh on it...

there's no reason to hate this girl...for me she's more than a simple best friend...for me she's like a sister..a older sister...or better to say she's my 2nd mom... as days,months and years pasted we became deeply more and more closer..

because of her

i learned to be kinder

i learned to respects other

i learned to don't judge others

i learned to be more sensible in others feelings

but i also learned to be strong just to make sure that i can protect her
 

 > THE DAY WE FOUGHT

   - yeah!! ya right.. all the best friends fight...but our fight was bloody suckable!! i regret of having believed in other rather than her....they told me that she was talking bad of me at my back...i was really a HUGE FOOL!! so for my revenge i confronted her and shouted her bad world that made her heart broke...(that was the biggest mistake i ever did next to 1st before i tested God..yeah...kinda bad huh..but i regret it already..i beg for forgiveness)...we started avoiding each other for almost a half year...thanks t our English teacher Mr. CARLO JOHN BERTILLO who happen to ask me to tell her what menu will be prepared at the festival... at first i was really nervous on this thing... but when i asked her about the menu for the festival i was really shocked when she suddenly answered me with the cutest smile ever...and starting from that they we became inseparable AGAIN..that's why to those who talks bad about her:

 " SHUT THE FUCK UP!! you don't even know her...because even she knows about you're wrong doings she still smile and says: ' let them think what they want,besides i know by myself that i'm not bad as they say..'

you morons!! you guys thank God that she didn't cried for that... if so i'm pretty sure i'd punched you MORON E..."

> LESS TIME FOR ME.. :(

   -yeah this paragraph will maybe make cry that dumb... but i still want to post it( how evil :"] )..i don't want to hide to her my feelings..we promised to each other that there will not be secrets between us...but let's get back to the main topic...yeah as she got a boyfriend her time for me lessen... if before we were inseparable for the whole day..as this time..we hardly stay together alone..i'm not selfish... i just miss our good times together.. i mean TOGETHER ALONE..only us to...having fun everywhere..laughing while eating something TOGETHER...but i understand...i really cried on this mess as one day a friend of mine told me this phrase:" KIM,you have no rights to complain...you're just her best friend and he is her boyfriend...unlike to you she have responsibilities onto him...just accept the fact that the best friends we're only made just to support..." and when she said that it's like the sky fall upon me...but i think she's right... i better stay silent and keep my worries hide and protect her...than to tell her all my  feelings and maybe somehow loose her...

> LOVE or HER??

   - one day she told me " kuh!! alam ko naman MAS PIPILIIN mo yun GAGONG yon kesa SAKIN.." i know that was just a joke...but i took it seriously... maybe by my past blogs you'll think either that i'll prefer him than her...but that's not true!! i will never replace her for just a guy who happen to hold my heart... but...NOWAYYYYYYYY!! i'll never let go of her!! that will be the last thing i'll do on earth!! i better loose CANTOS than loose my LASCIERAS!! i'll never ever let love interfere between us 2!! lol!! that's my promise bhez i love you so much!!

well i think this blog is too much long...i end here my cute blog for my CUTE friend... you maybe aren't beautiful as MARY JESSICA M. DE VERA,pretty as MARIFE Q. CAPUCCION or even gorgeous as AEJAY N. JETOMO but for me you're in our group you're the CUTEST!!

~~ with your warm smile you can melt all the icebergs here in this world..so i beg you.. just keep on smiling... promise me!!!

eternal love....

                                              he is tall,thin,dark and NOT handsome..

he is rich but still he looks so poor...

he is smart but lazy...

he has big rounded eyes that when

he look at me I melt...

he says a lot of dumbness but still i like him...

we were close friends before..we used to laugh and talk together all the times..we were good friends...but eventually... a sad thing happen to us...i think this is the greatest mistake I ever did...as i confessed my feelings to him...everything changed....from a sunny day it turned to a dark sad night...he started avoiding me...and that killed me so much !! many of our friends told me that he's just shy... and he hasn't the courage in facing a girl having a crush on him..in short he is TORPE!!....SAYANG NA SAYANG ang friendship namin... i really don't know why i felt for this stupid guy,he hasn't the standards i want for a guy..but still he made me fall for him just with a simple smile that lighted my whole world...i maybe somehow CORNY but I really love this dumb!! for many times I tried to give up on him...but every time I see him bumabalik ako sa pagiging  TANGA!!!! I don't know what he has...he is not handsome, and smart as ino and tomi but still i love him so much.... if suddenly I'll be able to hold his hand i promise that I'll never let go of his hand even if I die...for me he's more than someone else...i try to hide and deny my feelings when I'm with him..I use to be quiet... 

SANA mapansin niya na ako...

SANA maramdaman niya ang pagmamahal ko..

SANA mahalin niya rin ako....

eto na ba ang LOVE? 

isang galaw niya karibok ka na..

pagtabi niya sayo papatay ka na...

isang ngiti niya lang kumpleto na araw mo....

pag may sakit ka makita mo lang siya magaling ka na...

it seems strange that I feel butterflies in my stomach for someone that i knew for years...for me he's like a red flower blooming in my chest....but for now I'll just wish upon the stars for a MUTUAL understanding....

<3 <3 <3 i love you som much HMLCC

labidabz :(

 hi I'm KIM,15 years old...
I'm childish...I'm moody...
I'm crazy...I'm lazy...
I'm kind...I'm annoying...
but I'm not plastic....

this is the best of my worst...
the beggining of my end..

i start spelling LOVE to him last september 2010...


but eventually he  trampled the most fragile part of my body...
and he didn't even know it..
i thought he felt the same as me..

but then the reality hit:
YOU DONT FEEL THE SAME...

i'd been floating in a fake cloud...
like a rose wilting and dying...
so feels my heart...

                                                                       eto oh!! :'(