I'm pretty sure you had misunderstand the title..
well then.. she is my best of best friends...
In my 15 years of existence I'd encountered many people...
who became my friends... but she's completely different to them
she used to act like a mom to me... she replaced my mom easily...
she knows what I like and dislike.. she knows when I'm fine or not...
she knows how to make me feel better when I'm upset....
for us there's no yuck!! when we are alone we show everything stupid about us at each other...
we don't get embarrassed as we make something dumb...or yucky like UTOT instead we just laugh on it...
there's no reason to hate this girl...for me she's more than a simple best friend...for me she's like a sister..a older sister...or better to say she's my 2nd mom... as days,months and years pasted we became deeply more and more closer..
because of her
i learned to be kinder
i learned to respects other
i learned to don't judge others
i learned to be more sensible in others feelings
but i also learned to be strong just to make sure that i can protect her
> THE DAY WE FOUGHT
- yeah!! ya right.. all the best friends fight...but our fight was bloody suckable!! i regret of having believed in other rather than her....they told me that she was talking bad of me at my back...i was really a HUGE FOOL!! so for my revenge i confronted her and shouted her bad world that made her heart broke...(that was the biggest mistake i ever did next to 1st before i tested God..yeah...kinda bad huh..but i regret it already..i beg for forgiveness)...we started avoiding each other for almost a half year...thanks t our English teacher Mr. CARLO JOHN BERTILLO who happen to ask me to tell her what menu will be prepared at the festival... at first i was really nervous on this thing... but when i asked her about the menu for the festival i was really shocked when she suddenly answered me with the cutest smile ever...and starting from that they we became inseparable AGAIN..that's why to those who talks bad about her:
" SHUT THE FUCK UP!! you don't even know her...because even she knows about you're wrong doings she still smile and says: ' let them think what they want,besides i know by myself that i'm not bad as they say..'
you morons!! you guys thank God that she didn't cried for that... if so i'm pretty sure i'd punched you MORON E..."
> LESS TIME FOR ME.. :(
-yeah this paragraph will maybe make cry that dumb... but i still want to post it( how evil :"] )..i don't want to hide to her my feelings..we promised to each other that there will not be secrets between us...but let's get back to the main topic...yeah as she got a boyfriend her time for me lessen... if before we were inseparable for the whole day..as this time..we hardly stay together alone..i'm not selfish... i just miss our good times together.. i mean TOGETHER ALONE..only us to...having fun everywhere..laughing while eating something TOGETHER...but i understand...i really cried on this mess as one day a friend of mine told me this phrase:" KIM,you have no rights to complain...you're just her best friend and he is her boyfriend...unlike to you she have responsibilities onto him...just accept the fact that the best friends we're only made just to support..." and when she said that it's like the sky fall upon me...but i think she's right... i better stay silent and keep my worries hide and protect her...than to tell her all my feelings and maybe somehow loose her...
> LOVE or HER??
- one day she told me " kuh!! alam ko naman MAS PIPILIIN mo yun GAGONG yon kesa SAKIN.." i know that was just a joke...but i took it seriously... maybe by my past blogs you'll think either that i'll prefer him than her...but that's not true!! i will never replace her for just a guy who happen to hold my heart... but...NOWAYYYYYYYY!! i'll never let go of her!! that will be the last thing i'll do on earth!! i better loose CANTOS than loose my LASCIERAS!! i'll never ever let love interfere between us 2!! lol!! that's my promise bhez i love you so much!!
well i think this blog is too much long...i end here my cute blog for my CUTE friend... you maybe aren't beautiful as MARY JESSICA M. DE VERA,pretty as MARIFE Q. CAPUCCION or even gorgeous as AEJAY N. JETOMO but for me you're in our group you're the CUTEST!!
~~ with your warm smile you can melt all the icebergs here in this world..so i beg you.. just keep on smiling... promise me!!!
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