he is rich but still he looks so poor...
he is smart but lazy...
he has big rounded eyes that when
he look at me I melt...
he says a lot of dumbness but still i like him...
we were close friends before..we used to laugh and talk together all the times..we were good friends...but eventually... a sad thing happen to us...i think this is the greatest mistake I ever did...as i confessed my feelings to him...everything changed....from a sunny day it turned to a dark sad night...he started avoiding me...and that killed me so much !! many of our friends told me that he's just shy... and he hasn't the courage in facing a girl having a crush on him..in short he is TORPE!!....SAYANG NA SAYANG ang friendship namin... i really don't know why i felt for this stupid guy,he hasn't the standards i want for a guy..but still he made me fall for him just with a simple smile that lighted my whole world...i maybe somehow CORNY but I really love this dumb!! for many times I tried to give up on him...but every time I see him bumabalik ako sa pagiging TANGA!!!! I don't know what he has...he is not handsome, and smart as ino and tomi but still i love him so much.... if suddenly I'll be able to hold his hand i promise that I'll never let go of his hand even if I die...for me he's more than someone else...i try to hide and deny my feelings when I'm with him..I use to be quiet...
SANA mapansin niya na ako...
SANA maramdaman niya ang pagmamahal ko..
SANA mahalin niya rin ako....
eto na ba ang LOVE?
isang galaw niya karibok ka na..
pagtabi niya sayo papatay ka na...
isang ngiti niya lang kumpleto na araw mo....
pag may sakit ka makita mo lang siya magaling ka na...
it seems strange that I feel butterflies in my stomach for someone that i knew for years...for me he's like a red flower blooming in my chest....but for now I'll just wish upon the stars for a MUTUAL understanding....
<3 <3 <3 i love you som much HMLCC
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