my dear best friends!!

AEJAY N. JETOMO ^^

 --> the beautiful one!! what the... she really is beautiful!! haha..tama na ang puri at baka pumayat!! hahaha...well then..we started to became close last 2010... at first i was intimidated of her... i look at her highly... i thought she was high class girl...the way she talks,smile,walks and act were very high.... but as i started be her friend...haynako!! SAPUKIN din pala to tulad namin.. hehe ^^ piz ajanez!!
-the funniest moment with her:
 nasa field kami...bigla hinampas ako ni ewe( our class pres!!love her!! ) " ui si aja kanina ka pa sinisigawan sa likuran mo!! " then when i turned back i found aja standing straight a lil bit embarrased and a lot funny... " oh..sorry i didn't hear you...ang lakas kasi ng boses mo ih ( irony \/) hehehe" at hinampas ako dahil tawa ako ng tawa... she really have a great VOICE!!

MARY JESSICA M. DE VERA ^^

--> si jessy?? haha.. lol!! bff  ku yan!! ut0t!! we bacame close when was summer...since we had been in summer class for preparation for NCAE yeah... kinda boring...but  even if it was boring at least at those time i became closer to her... BENTANG BENTA  ako jan!! kahit corny tatawa talaga yan... hahaha!!! sometimes papatay na siya kakatawa sa mga kagagahan ko...like pushing lower years at the ramp just to follow my love one... do weird acts in the middle of our classes.... pero mas malufet siya ... TARA MAGMACDO!! potek na line na yan,.. seryosong seryoso ang usapan namin magbeberkz bigla nalang babanat ng ganon... what the F**K... but that makes her so lovable... by the way migz don't hurt her huh!! i'll punch you if you hurt her again!! potek!! jesyy!! love you!! haha... always on diet yan!!! ( irony nnman) ayie!! tatawa na yan!! ^^

MARIFE Q. CAPPUCCION ^^

--> she is my BEBE!!! yeah mafu!! the play girl... haha... she's not serious when it comes to boys... maybe she thinks that they are her dolls or what so ever... who knows... she is the one who make the barkada HAPPY!! hindi yan nauubusan ng jokes!! at kahit seryoso na yan nakakatawa pa rin siya... tutor niya ako sa math diga!! haha..di tayo magkaintindihan last friday!! potek!! hahaha.. i hope you find you're prince..you really deserve someone who will treasure you more than himself!! hahaha... nice bangs nga pala!! congratzz....

PRINCESS JOY MAGADIA

--> lol... si pend0t ko yan!! huhuh... i'm so proud of her!! she's so smart!! achiever yan!! syempre san paga yan mamana??!! EHEM!! eh di tantaranan!!! kay kimpotz (me)!! hahaha...pepen... we became friends since last 2008... yeah... but we became more closer as time passed... yan...kahit third year yan at 4th kami...naging kaberks namin!! hahaha!! 4th yr na yan eh!! gragraduate na din yan!! deley nga lang ang kanya.. next march pa!! hahaha... utot!! lol...hope you'll be fine.. you and indian joe!! haha.. lol nga pala..may best ka nga pala..ang kuya ko!! yeah lol!! si kuya wapz!!! haha.. ulol!!!! haixtzz...pepen don't change...you have a nice smile...just keep on smiling..when you smile.. i smile...you just need somebody to love...but baby pleasy hear this one...never say never!! coz i'll be always here...i'll never let you go!! yun totoo!! justin bieber? justin bieber? hahah!! kakauto talaga toh!! haha.. mwah!! tama na at ako ay nababaliw nah!!

the different colors of my girl!!! :>

I'm pretty sure you had misunderstand the title..

well then.. she is my best of best friends...

In my 15 years of existence I'd encountered many people...

who became my friends... but she's completely different to them

she used to act like a mom to me... she replaced my mom easily...

she knows what I like and dislike.. she knows when I'm fine or not...

she knows how to make me feel better when I'm upset....

for us there's no yuck!! when we are alone we show everything stupid about us at each other...

we don't get embarrassed as we make something dumb...or yucky like UTOT instead we just laugh on it...

there's no reason to hate this girl...for me she's more than a simple best friend...for me she's like a sister..a older sister...or better to say she's my 2nd mom... as days,months and years pasted we became deeply more and more closer..

because of her

i learned to be kinder

i learned to respects other

i learned to don't judge others

i learned to be more sensible in others feelings

but i also learned to be strong just to make sure that i can protect her
 

 > THE DAY WE FOUGHT

   - yeah!! ya right.. all the best friends fight...but our fight was bloody suckable!! i regret of having believed in other rather than her....they told me that she was talking bad of me at my back...i was really a HUGE FOOL!! so for my revenge i confronted her and shouted her bad world that made her heart broke...(that was the biggest mistake i ever did next to 1st before i tested God..yeah...kinda bad huh..but i regret it already..i beg for forgiveness)...we started avoiding each other for almost a half year...thanks t our English teacher Mr. CARLO JOHN BERTILLO who happen to ask me to tell her what menu will be prepared at the festival... at first i was really nervous on this thing... but when i asked her about the menu for the festival i was really shocked when she suddenly answered me with the cutest smile ever...and starting from that they we became inseparable AGAIN..that's why to those who talks bad about her:

 " SHUT THE FUCK UP!! you don't even know her...because even she knows about you're wrong doings she still smile and says: ' let them think what they want,besides i know by myself that i'm not bad as they say..'

you morons!! you guys thank God that she didn't cried for that... if so i'm pretty sure i'd punched you MORON E..."

> LESS TIME FOR ME.. :(

   -yeah this paragraph will maybe make cry that dumb... but i still want to post it( how evil :"] )..i don't want to hide to her my feelings..we promised to each other that there will not be secrets between us...but let's get back to the main topic...yeah as she got a boyfriend her time for me lessen... if before we were inseparable for the whole day..as this time..we hardly stay together alone..i'm not selfish... i just miss our good times together.. i mean TOGETHER ALONE..only us to...having fun everywhere..laughing while eating something TOGETHER...but i understand...i really cried on this mess as one day a friend of mine told me this phrase:" KIM,you have no rights to complain...you're just her best friend and he is her boyfriend...unlike to you she have responsibilities onto him...just accept the fact that the best friends we're only made just to support..." and when she said that it's like the sky fall upon me...but i think she's right... i better stay silent and keep my worries hide and protect her...than to tell her all my  feelings and maybe somehow loose her...

> LOVE or HER??

   - one day she told me " kuh!! alam ko naman MAS PIPILIIN mo yun GAGONG yon kesa SAKIN.." i know that was just a joke...but i took it seriously... maybe by my past blogs you'll think either that i'll prefer him than her...but that's not true!! i will never replace her for just a guy who happen to hold my heart... but...NOWAYYYYYYYY!! i'll never let go of her!! that will be the last thing i'll do on earth!! i better loose CANTOS than loose my LASCIERAS!! i'll never ever let love interfere between us 2!! lol!! that's my promise bhez i love you so much!!

well i think this blog is too much long...i end here my cute blog for my CUTE friend... you maybe aren't beautiful as MARY JESSICA M. DE VERA,pretty as MARIFE Q. CAPUCCION or even gorgeous as AEJAY N. JETOMO but for me you're in our group you're the CUTEST!!

~~ with your warm smile you can melt all the icebergs here in this world..so i beg you.. just keep on smiling... promise me!!!

eternal love....

                                              he is tall,thin,dark and NOT handsome..

he is rich but still he looks so poor...

he is smart but lazy...

he has big rounded eyes that when

he look at me I melt...

he says a lot of dumbness but still i like him...

we were close friends before..we used to laugh and talk together all the times..we were good friends...but eventually... a sad thing happen to us...i think this is the greatest mistake I ever did...as i confessed my feelings to him...everything changed....from a sunny day it turned to a dark sad night...he started avoiding me...and that killed me so much !! many of our friends told me that he's just shy... and he hasn't the courage in facing a girl having a crush on him..in short he is TORPE!!....SAYANG NA SAYANG ang friendship namin... i really don't know why i felt for this stupid guy,he hasn't the standards i want for a guy..but still he made me fall for him just with a simple smile that lighted my whole world...i maybe somehow CORNY but I really love this dumb!! for many times I tried to give up on him...but every time I see him bumabalik ako sa pagiging  TANGA!!!! I don't know what he has...he is not handsome, and smart as ino and tomi but still i love him so much.... if suddenly I'll be able to hold his hand i promise that I'll never let go of his hand even if I die...for me he's more than someone else...i try to hide and deny my feelings when I'm with him..I use to be quiet... 

SANA mapansin niya na ako...

SANA maramdaman niya ang pagmamahal ko..

SANA mahalin niya rin ako....

eto na ba ang LOVE? 

isang galaw niya karibok ka na..

pagtabi niya sayo papatay ka na...

isang ngiti niya lang kumpleto na araw mo....

pag may sakit ka makita mo lang siya magaling ka na...

it seems strange that I feel butterflies in my stomach for someone that i knew for years...for me he's like a red flower blooming in my chest....but for now I'll just wish upon the stars for a MUTUAL understanding....

<3 <3 <3 i love you som much HMLCC

labidabz :(

 hi I'm KIM,15 years old...
I'm childish...I'm moody...
I'm crazy...I'm lazy...
I'm kind...I'm annoying...
but I'm not plastic....

this is the best of my worst...
the beggining of my end..

i start spelling LOVE to him last september 2010...


but eventually he  trampled the most fragile part of my body...
and he didn't even know it..
i thought he felt the same as me..

but then the reality hit:
YOU DONT FEEL THE SAME...

i'd been floating in a fake cloud...
like a rose wilting and dying...
so feels my heart...

                                                                       eto oh!! :'(